You avoid the sun
Etching lines on
Your skin. You are
The artist, not the sun.

You avoid the sun
Etching lines on
Your skin. You are
The artist, not the sun.
We are loping in the margins, waiting For time to become ours again.
The margins get smaller as Larger type fills the page.
What do we do when there
Is no space to breathe?
When our lungs can’t hold
The water in our eyes
And it comes rushing
Out amongst these
Crocodiles that bite
Us. There’s no such thing
As love, our limbs think,
As our blood cracks back,
Retreats into our heart,
For home, but the door
Is locked and the ventricles
Glare back, blank
Windows harbouring the
Eternity of Death
That lurks behind
Every breath. Ready
To pounce out like
a cat released to go
Hunting in the bird-
Filled night that
Quacks around us in
A cacophony of quarks
We can’t decipher as
Our hands go numb
With stress and our
Hips contract around
Our basal strength
As it pours out
Uncontrollably and
Meanwhile where is
The chair? We haven’t
Sat down for so long
We can’t remember
What rest means.
Be still, remember
It is always there
However far away
It seems, if we
Just stop to reclaim
The space around each breath.
Let the rude earth warm me
Let me peace shake,
Let my time here spend
Centimeters above.
I can hear pulses,
Below jaw, above voice,
Behind knees to feet that speak
To the ground, for fear
of troubling the hands with the full weight of the sky.
As sure as fire is hot,
Moons move. The thing I am now will
Swap places with another
All is equal at the sun atomic level.
No questioning reality,
Expect it of anything
Time is constant, possibly.
Some stars have made it to our eyes in
An everlasting instant
The water is all around us and can
Lift us. We will never sink if we
Drown doubt with open – eyed gratitude
The maker is continuous and so
Should we, a product, be, for
We form all in our own image
Continuity in Hope, and it repeats
Us so everything will come
Up at sum point, mathematically.
Hope never ceases, like Time, it is,
Bright, you will not find a black
Hole that’s not shot with hope – spots,
Throughout.
This means you have me as I am now and not via the tracks I have taken and
The dust that’s fallen on former versions of myself, hanging up in
The gallery that is my life , is me,
My curation
My soul’s memories of myself and others and
I envy myself, the places I have been and the fun I have known – never alone, never unhappy,
Never a crooked smile, unless I request my deleted items be undeleted
Today I got double vision
And then it disappeared after
I gave away all my coins
Today I had a headache and crowding
Teeth and they eased after
I gave away all my coins
Today, I bought three hot chocs
From three different vendors –
Ate an apple with each.
I avoided potatoes and tomatoes and Tried to delete some habitual thoughts and guilt
Today was not the best day nor the worst day but it could have been better but then I forget
The double vision that came and went,
The headache and teeth,
If these had stayed, who could I be?
No capacity to look out and look in, in Comfort
Thanks to ‘Give your spare change to a good cause’ for the great deal.
Today was as all days, the best day, the Only way on, wherein everything that ever was or is, will be.